I am at the end of my book

Saw the doc yesterday and that was basically told to me.  The treatments that are open to me I have either failed or I am not eligible.  I haven't given up nor do I think this doc is wrong.  She is in the camp of quality of life.  Good camp.

I had a blood transfusion yesterday.... Those aren't nice but it should make me feel better.  More later...I am doing on tablet and Deanna just woke up.